
saturday night at d-now there was a time for testimonies and praising God.....the microphone was at the front and two kids out of each group were ask to share....there were several kids that went up and gave a praise that weren't ask. ELLIOTT got up (on his own...he wasn't ask to do this...he is quiet and reserved around big crowds of people he doesn't know very well and there were about 180 people in the room so this was not easy for him) he said, "my english no good. i am happy to be here. i thank GOD for my family and new friends." as he walked back to his seat he lifted his glasses and wiped his eyes. i had at least 2 dozen people tell me that he said those exact words....you see, i missed it all, a girl in our youth came to me and wanted me to pray with her so i was out in the hall with her. although i was glad to be with her i was heart broken that i missed it, (the boys didn't know that i had left the room) i had to remind myself that God had me out of the room for a reason. AND, i keep thinking...lol...the Lord knew that I would probably do something CRAZY like sprint down the isle and tackle him with a BIG hug or shout out a loud AMEN or scream out I LOVE YOU!!!!....LOL...(i am so not joking....LOL). and then he would have NEVER gotten up in front and shared his feelings in fear what mom might do...HA HA HA. as much as i am thrilled that he said he thanked God for his family, i am more THRILLED that he said he thanked GOD!!! i have been praying that God would soften their hearts toward Him....they are older and they pretty much have been taught that there is no God so when he thanked God I felt He was saying to me....kim, i've got my hand on our boys! please pray that God will continue to soften their hearts. that He will reveil Himself to them and that they will accept Him as their Lord and Savior. that is what this is all about. we did not adopt them just so they would have a family that would love every ounce of their being (which we do!!) but that they come to know and accept the Lord and have a personal and close relationship with Him and then change the world!!! i want them to be world changers...God has brought them here for a reason and i pray they will fulfill their purpose for Him. if you know me you know that i love this quote by Roy Lessin:
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you're here not by chance,
but by God's choosing.
His hand formed you
and made you the person you are.
He compares you to no one else.
You are one of a kind.
You lack nothing
that His grace can't give you.
He has allowed you to be here
at this time in history
to fulfill His special purpose
for this generation.
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